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His Pemberley Temptation

Chapter Two
THE HOST MAKES AN EXCEPTION

Darcy had been at his desk since before the house had any opinion of the hour, the grate beside him still dark and the window holding the particular gray that comes before a fasting house consents to wake, and he had settled nothing.

The work was simple. The morning’s questions were the ordinary questions of a full house on a day still governed by Easter restraint: which carriage at what hour, which dishes the calendar permitted, which rooms wanted fires, and he could have answered every one of them in his sleep. The difficulty was that he kept answering one question and finding a second standing behind it, wearing the first one’s coat.

Mrs. Reynolds came in with her account book closed upon one finger and her cap as settled as the laws of England.

“Miss Bingley passed a fair night, sir. Mrs. Hurst rang for the second girl twice, though Tom believes the second time was more for company than for need.”

“Tom’s opinions of the bell are not required of him.”

“No, sir. He offers them only to me.”

He let that stand, which was as near to amusement as the morning had yet brought him. “She will wish to come down.”

“She has said so.”

“Then the sofa in the morning room may go nearer the fire. Not so near that the rest of the party must sit upon the hearth to keep her company. A firm footstool. Mr. Harding to see her before she attempts the stairs, and his verdict to govern, not hers.”

“Very good, sir.”

He gave her the church arrangements, and the order of the day, and the thousand particulars by which a house carries a party through Holy Saturday without anyone being asked to feel the labor of it; and somewhere in the giving he arrived at the breakfast room, and stopped.

Mrs. Reynolds waited. She was a woman who could wait without making the waiting a comment.

The seating was the trouble. It was not, in itself, a difficult thing. By every law of precedence Bingley sat at his right and Mr. Bennet at his left, and the elder Miss Bennet, being the elder, sat beside Bingley as a matter of course, and Elizabeth beside her father. The arrangement made itself. He had only to say the usual order and it would be done, and it would put Bingley next to the woman Darcy had spent the winter teaching him to forget.

He found he could not say the usual order without hearing, underneath it, the thing he would formerly have meant by it.

“By precedence,” he said.

“As we always do, sir.”

“Yes.” He set down the pen. “As we always do.”

She inclined her head and went out, and he heard her give some quiet direction in the passage, and the house began, without further reference to him, to do what he had told it.

In the quiet after, he examined what he had nearly done. It was a seating plan, the most innocent paper in England, and it exposed the larger fault in miniature: the wish to set two people where his judgment thought they belonged, and to call it hospitality. He had told himself, riding north with the invitation half-formed, that he would put Bingley and Miss Bennet under one roof and then proceed naturally. He no longer knew what natural conduct was, in their case. He had unlearned it the winter he arranged them apart, and a man does not get the instinct back by wishing for it.

And there was the matter no seating plan could touch. Since January, Mr. Bennet had known, by Mr. Gardiner’s hand, the substance of what Darcy felt for Elizabeth; so the man who would presently sit at his left had come to Pemberley already holding the one piece of intelligence Darcy had no right to have him hold. By the time he went down he had formed three or four sound resolutions and trusted none of them.

By the time he entered, the breakfast room had already done without him, which was proof enough that his management had been unnecessary. The table wore the spareness the calendar permitted — covered dishes, nothing with more spirit than the day allowed, the morning light coming off the lawns. Miss Bingley was already established in a chair drawn near enough to share in everything and far enough from the windows to spare her ankle the cold, the pillows good, the footstool firm. Bingley came in with the kind of unguarded gladness that a more careful man would have rationed across a longer breakfast.

“Caroline has borne the descent like a soldier,” he announced.

“One does not bear a descent,” she said. “One endures a removal.”

“Then you have endured it like two soldiers.”

Mr. Hurst, already at the covered dishes, observed that she had at least endured it with witnesses.

“Mr. Bennet.” Bingley turned his goodwill on the whole table impartially. “I hope the road used you kindly. I confess it nearly finished me.”

“On the contrary,” said Mr. Bennet, who had not yet raised his eyes from his plate. “The road behaved sensibly, which is more than I expected of any of us.”

The small smile that went with it was not for Bingley. It was aimed, without the courtesy of a glance, at Darcy. Since the second course of last night’s dinner, Darcy had been aware of being looked at in a particular way — not the way of a guest forming an opinion, but of a man checking an opinion already formed against the evidence in front of him. There was no answering it. A man who is being verified cannot protest the verification without confessing he knows the charge.

Miss Bennet sat with the composure she had carried the whole length of the road from Hertfordshire and seemed prepared to carry as long as dignity required. He had seen her wear it before, in Miss Bingley’s drawing room in town, asking after Bingley with a steadiness that had shamed every easy thing in the room while he held his tongue and let her go home not knowing he had understood her. The only mercy he could claim was that his was a kinder house than the one she had last worn it in.

“Miss Bennet,” Bingley said, with all the caution he could find, which was not much, “you take your tea without sugar. I had forgotten.”

“You had not forgotten. You declined to believe me.”

Bingley laughed.

“Charles has been astonished by every household preference since he arrived,” Miss Bingley said from her chair. “He means to be the most amazed guest at every breakfast table in the kingdom.”

“I am only attentive.”

“It is attention that has an opinion of itself.”

Bingley smiled, sustained, and let her have it; and Darcy looked at his coffee, because watching his friend be happy was, this morning, more than he had a right to enjoy.

When the things were cleared the party moved through to the morning sitting room, and Miss Bingley was helped to her place near the fire — borne with great public patience and directed with great private exactness. The room had the air of an apartment opened for the season and resolved to do its duty. Miss Bennet took up her work near the further window, where the light was good and where conversation might reach her without her being seen to want it. Bingley made some remark to Mrs. Hurst, accepted a cup he did not want, set it down, and rose, because stillness had never been a thing he could keep.

He started across the room toward the window.

“Charles,” Miss Bingley called, “do come and tell me whether the air does not look perfectly tolerable. I am to be shut in all day; I should at least know what I am being deprived of.”

Bingley stopped where he stood, one foot ahead of the other.

What Darcy wanted, in the space before he knew he wanted it, was to speak. Some question of his own, on the drainage of the west field, anything that wore the face of business, pitched to Bingley across the room, so that his friend might answer his sister with a word and come to rest, by the natural drift of the thing, at the window where Miss Bennet sat with her needle.

It would take ten seconds and cost no one anything. It would be, to the inch, the manner of help he had given Bingley for so many years, and the manner of help that had once carried him a hundred and fifty miles in the wrong direction. He had the question half in his mouth.

He kept it there.

Bingley, after the smallest hesitation a man can make and still be seen making it, turned and went to his sister. Miss Bennet raised her work a degree and bent to it. Mrs. Hurst drifted toward her sister to lend the conversation its proper weight, and the corner where Miss Bennet sat went quiet, and stayed quiet.

He had done the right thing, and the right thing had emptied a window.

Across the room, Elizabeth did not look at him. There were a great many directions a woman might choose at such a moment, and she chose the one that passed his face on either side without resting on it. He understood, with the delayed clearness of a man shown the cost of something he had done long ago, that her declining to do so told him more than any glance could have. She had seen the question come up in him and go back down, and read the whole of it, and given him, in place of any remark, the courtesy of pretending there had been nothing to remark on. It was the one form of comment he could not answer.

He had no time to settle it. Georgiana had risen.

She went without being told to the chair nearest Miss Bennet, near enough to fill the empty seat beside her, and looked down at the embroidery with the careful attention she gave to anything not yet sure of itself.

“That is very fine,” she said. “I can never tell whether my own stitches are too small, or not small enough.”

Miss Bennet’s face eased. “I have come to think that is the chief torment of the whole occupation.”

Elizabeth turned her chair to bring herself into it, and the three of them made, in a quarter of a minute, the easy thing Darcy had failed to make with a seating plan and a winter’s reflection. He stood at the mantel, grateful to his sister and ashamed in roughly equal measure. She had done it by walking across a room.

“Do you prefer the library to the music room, Miss Elizabeth?” Georgiana had warmed enough to venture it.

“That depends entirely on the library. Is it one where books are read — or only one where they are kept where they may be seen to be improving?”

“My brother reads them.”

“A grave recommendation. It establishes only that they are serious.”

Georgiana laughed lightly. Miss Bingley caught the sound the way one catches a draft.

“How fortunate, Miss Eliza, to be so easily entertained. Pemberley’s library has been known to oppress a duller spirit.”

“I am very often grateful for my dullness,” Elizabeth said. “It has carried me through dangers a sharper woman would not have survived.”

Mr. Bennet turned a page.

Darcy said nothing, and the saying of nothing was, this time, a discipline of a different order. To step between Elizabeth and a compliment with a pin hidden in it would have told the room she could not draw the pin herself, which she plainly could, and had. He had begun to learn the difference between the silences that protect a person and the silences that insult her. It was a finer distinction than he had supposed, and he had not made it for most of his life.

By the middle of the afternoon the rain had given over and left the air washed and the terraces wet and bright, and the question arose of a turn out of doors. The decision required very little from him, which he had begun to recognize as the surest sign it would go well.

Mr. Hurst declared for the indoors, on the grounds that someone of consequence ought to remain to keep it company. Mrs. Hurst discovered an obligation to stay with her sister. Miss Bingley observed that she could attempt nothing, that this was the entire cruelty of her situation, and that they were on no account to deny themselves the south terrace for her sake; and so the rest of them went out, which was the precise outcome she had labored to produce while appearing to forbid it.

On the terrace the party loosened. Georgiana fell in beside Elizabeth and showed her a Latin motto cut into the balustrade, set there by her father for the gardener who had laid the lower walks, and translated it without once glancing back to see whether her brother approved the translation. His sister’s ease in Elizabeth’s company undid something in his chest — she had trusted her own Latin, and his approval had quietly stopped being the weather she lived in. It was the nearest thing to pleasure the afternoon afforded.

Mr. Bennet attached himself to the stonework with the contentment of a man who has found something undemanding to consider. And Bingley remarked, to no one in particular and to Miss Bennet in particular, that the western end had a prospect she had not yet seen; and she said she should like to see it; and the two of them went on a little ahead before Darcy had thought of any way to assist them, because none had been required.

He walked behind with Mr. Bennet, who did not seem to want conversation, and watched his friend be wholly himself for the first time since Hertfordshire.

“That is Curbar, I am almost sure,” Bingley was saying, somewhere ahead, with the magnificent confidence of a man certain to be corrected. “Darcy has named these hills to me for years and I have never retained one of them.”

“Perhaps,” Miss Bennet said, “a gentleman may be right rather often, among his friends, and still leave them the keeping of their own opinion about a hill.”

“I shall try to deserve the allowance. Will you teach me the country?”

“If you begin by allowing Derbyshire its own hills, you will do very well. But I am a stranger to it myself.”

“So much the better. We shall be wrong together, and trouble Mr. Darcy with none of it until we are past saving.”

Behind them, Mr. Bennet examined the prospect with the gravity it had not asked for. “I find I like a country,” he observed to no one, “that two strangers may name wrongly between them and leave none the worse for it. It is the only sort I have ever been comfortable in.”

Darcy heard his name carried back on the clear air, and understood, with no pleasure and a good deal of clearness, the thing the day had been at pains to teach him.

He had set the table and the seating and the hour of the carriage. He had set none of this. The best half-hour of the day had grown in the one place where he had not pressed his hand. His winter’s work had parted these two with great care; his spring’s work had reunited nothing; they were doing that themselves. If he now undertook, alone and unwatched, to mend what he had broken, he would only break it again in a politer fashion, the old error returned calling itself repair.

And there was the harder thing, which he made himself look at while it stood in front of him. He had judged Jane Bennet once, with the whole of his confidence, and been wrong in a way that cost a year. He would not trust that judgment again — and the only reading of her he would now take over his own belonged to a woman who had watched her sister across more rooms than he ever would, and who had no reason in the world to flatter him.

She was a few paces off, her head bent toward Georgiana. She was laughing at something the girl had said, the wet light on her, and she owed him nothing.

It was not a comfortable thing to learn about oneself, that the help one most needed could be had only from the one person one had no standing to ask. He put it where he kept the rest of what he could not yet act upon.

The footman came across the terrace. “Miss Bingley’s compliments, sir. She wishes to know whether the company means to abandon her entirely.”

He paused.

Darcy waited.

“Or only,” the footman went on, with admirable steadiness, “for long enough to make the abandonment look accidental. Her words, sir.”

From his place at the balustrade Mr. Bennet murmured, “There is a lady who understands the value of precision.”

Darcy gave the order for their return, and walked on.

He had resolved, in the matter of Bingley and Miss Bennet, to keep his hands to himself from this morning forward, entirely and without exception. Somewhere on the walk back the resolution acquired an exception — unless the two of them should prove genuinely to need him — and he caught the clause in the act of attaching itself, considered it, and let it stand. He was honest enough to know what it was. He was not, it appeared, yet reformed enough to mind.

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